I'm attempting living life in society again... now as retired 27 yo man with small income sources - enough for me.
Doing new research on medications because research is inconclusive as to effects meds have for me when I actually live life and do something else than play games and lead a caveman lifestyle.
Well, they wrote "schizophrenia" on paper, but what I find are mixed states of mania, depression and schizophrenia. Full combo called schizoaffective.
I'm starting my meds research over again.

When life actually happens. Not when you're just sitting and meditating.
At this point I have a full real story to tell people on my micro influencer channel.
I thought it's normal to feel like your organs are twisted, but people say "no, we don't have it". Yet I would be suspicious... impossible, you must be lying ppl. Then I take another pill from another box with black warnings and the twisting dissolves.
"Why you can't start an agency like tattooedbuddha"
Well, you know why!
But I'm talking to people I'd never think I'd be able to talk to.
I have many types of agencies on my mind. Not only marketing ones. Maybe one day I'll find the right fit.

We'll give mostly freebies as we can relate... so more like a charity.