I grow and make my own vapes at home to control the purity but what I find is every single time am facing a particularly boring day without a puff or two, or three - or at least don't have a stash when I can't get a little bit high just because I like having it around every single moment during work is dull and monotonous. I feel a sense of apathy about everything which carries over even to basic household and day to day chores like brushing my teeth. One puff is often all it takes to bring everything to life and even menial stuff at work can suddenly seem incredibly interesting. Ironically only time I feel I enjoy being sober is meeting up with friends. Some of them like to drink, me not so much. I just enjoy enlightening discussion and good company mostly if I am sober. I even some times go to the gym or martial arts classes high. Luckily nobody cares even though sometimes the giggles are a give away they can tell.
It hasn't been a problem as I have been partially or completely self-employed and then later WFH for so long. But now I've got an opportunity to progress professionally part time while I. study too but it means getting off my ass and driving to an office and mingling with co-workers. I wonder if anyone has been in a similar predicament - does it work out ok? My eyes are very sensitive to weed so even a puff of a particularly good harvest can make eyes sink a little sometimes, don't wish anyone to notice. I'm just worried about getting caught
Don't get me wrong, I have gone weeks, even months without smoking, but I need to know I have some edible oil or vape around even when I don't otherwise I fret.
It hasn't been a problem as I have been partially or completely self-employed and then later WFH for so long. But now I've got an opportunity to progress professionally part time while I. study too but it means getting off my ass and driving to an office and mingling with co-workers. I wonder if anyone has been in a similar predicament - does it work out ok? My eyes are very sensitive to weed so even a puff of a particularly good harvest can make eyes sink a little sometimes, don't wish anyone to notice. I'm just worried about getting caught
Don't get me wrong, I have gone weeks, even months without smoking, but I need to know I have some edible oil or vape around even when I don't otherwise I fret.
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